how skrewed up is my life, is there a chance my future is going to be better?
k well im in grade 11. i havnt really had a serious girfriend before. never had sex never been kissed. theres one girl ive liked all of highschool and she did know but it just didnt work. i have one really good freind he goes to another school. grade 10. im not a loner but im not rlly popular. i hang out with like the popular kids at school. like they tlak to me so. i dont really hang out with loners but liek i dont go to parties and stuff liek that. i have a few friends but i wouldnt consider them good freinds. and the sad part is i like lie about my life. my parents think im popular and stuff. my best friend i pre much lie to him he thinks i have a girlfreind and that i party and stuff liek that. i dont know if its normal for ppl to feel they hafto lie about there life. i just feel lie i hafta tlka about this girl i really really liek her so i guess i feel i hafto pretend were dating how wrong is this? and liek i cant wait for higschool to be done i jsut want to start a life. but how bad is it that ive never dated or kissed a girl. im nto a bad looking guy. kinda skinny. 5,9 130 pounds but could is till have a good life after this............. and sorry for spelling mistakes i kinda rushed this