My first bf was when I was 19. We broke up because he was having issues with his familly and too much stress. He broke up with me because I was " too good for him".He ended up getting married with someone 4 years later. He had a kid and now he is divorced, single.I talked to him today and he told me I was the nicest girlfriend hes ever had.He said he was sorry for everything he did to me and that would love to see me again.He remembered every detail about our relationship and he want to see me in june.We never had sex , it was just an inocent relationship. After all this years, I still think of him and would love to see him, but I am engaged. I have cold feet about my relationship because he is an awesome guy, but I feel like we don't have a strong connection. I do feel it with my ex. what do I do? I have an awesome man I don't feel strongly connected,thats my best friend vs. my first bf which I was crazy in love with.