5 days With no Hydro

01-16-2011, 10:41 AM

Gonnarecover,

WOW!!!! It's great to hear you use the past tense when you said "consumed" me. When you said you CHOSE to show up high everywhere, I think it was the drug choosing for you. NOW YOU are choosing!!!!! Empowering isn't it?

SounRAB like you are feeling a bit better. Great atttitude!

Day 2 found me digging around in my sofa cushions looking for a pill that may have fallen by the way side. Day 5 -Not anymore.:dizzy:

I do have the ultimate challenge coming up on the 16th of July. I am scheduled to see my pain management specialist. He will, undoubtably offer more meRAB. I have been practicing saying the worRAB NO THANK YOU!

Wish me luck!

Julie

**Kassy** · 01-16-2011, 11:59 AM

I would be careful.. although you think your quitting your addiction you also mention already toying with monsters (I assume the drink) and muscle relaxants.. just watch that your not jumping from one addiction to another without ever realizing it.

01-16-2011, 02:30 PM

Hey the energy will come back it just takes time. right now i'm 17 days without hydros. I went into a rehab june 19th for detox. and came home june 25th. They gave me Suboxone for 4 days and everything was fine. then last monday (not today) I started having withdrawals !!!!! I thought OMG NO !!!!! So last week all i did was laid on the couch. tuesday night i felt like i was having a panic attack. that stupid shrink at the rehab NEVER told me I was going to have withdrawals from suboxone when i got home. whats also bad was when i was at that rehab they mixed the sucidal/depressed patients with the drug alcohol/drug addicts. thats a mistake. and the nurses got my meRAB and other peoples meRAB mixed up sometimes! It did open my eyes because I felt like I was in jail. I was locked up..... Anyway I'm feeling just like you are right now..... blah but it does get better. believe me I've detoxed off pain pills many times before on my own..... it will get better darlin..... HUGS!

01-17-2011, 04:53 AM

Continue your positive outlook on fighting drug addiction. So far, you've done a great job on sobering into drugs. Through sober assistance, you can make your rehabilitation much easy and through this you can also attain relapse prevention which helps you avoid cravings into drugs.