I know Jesus will forgive me for everything, but I really wonder about the second part in my life. WHile I haven't done anything bad, I haven't done anything remarkably good either because my family prevented me from doing so-I don't know where to begin with that part, other than to say that anytime I started to get to know other people they would start rumors going about my 'strangeness'-which is my personality-and scare them very much about me. I only recently moved away from home and even after a few years I find it hard to explain my life to anyone because it was so very odd because of my parents. Essentially, since I am desocialized I haven't been able to fulfill many of the expectations of the bible. How do you view this issue?
I don't behave strangely-my parents have a very rigid view of how people are supposed to behave and I do not fit it.