I've been looking at pornography a lot, and I feel really guilty about it. I really want to confess and tell my parents, but I'm scared of what their reaction will be. They see me as a very happy and smart student, but I'm afraid if I tell them this, they won't see me as that anymore, and just hate me.

I've also looked at pornography on my mac, which my school has given me. I'm now scared that they might find out about the pornography, once I return the laptop back. I've deleted all my history constantly, but I'm still worried. What's worse is, I don't know what my parents reaction is to this, and I'm really confused and depressed.

Help please?