I'm mostly always depressed, frustrated and angry, mostly at humanity and their stupidity.
I can't stand being looked at. at all whatsoever.
I get really irritated when people talk to me
especially if I don't know them well.
sometimes when looking at people I have a
disgusted feeling.
I'm disgusted at myself for being human. my human body feels inadequate or weird.
I'm really quiet and always thinking.
I self harm.
I think about suicide when I'm really stressed about the fact that I'm human..
I get attached to things like my iPhone lol.
I get paranoid sometimes because
I can't know for sure there's a God and it makes me feel so alone. I think pregnancy
is disgusting, I don't want babies at all even
though I'm a woman. sorry the list goes on and on.... I was a gifted child in school but
no one told me I would grow up to be
neurotic people tell me I'm really cute, but I hate that they only see that, when there's alot in my mind.