well dont really know how to say this.I didnt really start having self-esteem issues until last year.It was these two dudes and they always talked about me.mind you im the only reason one of them gto a girlfriend and we used to be close friends. deep down inside i know im beautiful and all that other stuff. but most of the time i just feel disgusting. mostly at school though. like after school im the real me. is it somethinf else besides selfesteem? boys arent the problem either alot of boys always flirt with me and stuff but well idk.