I have some ideas, childhood trauma, and I have Borderline Personality Disorder
But I have met a lot of good people, and I can usually maintain strong friendships.
I have a lot of opportunities to be in relationships with people I actually care about, even love in a way.
But I can't, I just can't do it. I don't know how.
I was wondering if anyone may know why, and how I can work on it.