For a long time now I've had these symptoms. Im 14 so maybe it's a growing up thing but it's been going on for a long, long time and Im past puberty.
*inability to be patient and be irritable in a crowded place
*continuously repeating research of an obsession believed to be real
*trouble deciphering reality and fantasy
*Suicidal thoughts
*Feeling to have to always be excepted or praised
*mentally being someone else and blocking out reality for some time
*shame with talking to friends and family on personal situations
*low self esteem
*helplessness and worthlessness
*Constant waking and ongoing nightmares
*inability to confront others including God with feelings
*multiple personalities
*anxiousness and/or hesitation to trust others with information or belongings.
*emotional highs and crashes
*suicidal/depressed/obsessive when alone