For many reasons, I cannot achieve the things I would like to achieve. I must plod through life at a steady pace or risk ending up in hospital. I would like to think I have intelligence I am not using and would love to study but lack funds and been told I can only work part time. I get nervous and shy in the face of the employer and am work shy. I have tried but do not have that much talent to get noticed and I am very limited in what I can do. Lack of confidence is holding me back from achieving my full potential. What can I do? I have tried every conceivable thing.