HELP: I NEED TO TALK TO SOMEONE :(?

[Warrior Princess.]

For over 2 years, I've entirely repressed the fact that I have friend online. No one knows about him; and I'm beginning to develop feelings for him.

Should I just delete my account? I hate my life because he's not near. THE WORST THING IS -- he has never shown me who he is .. BUT he has no idea I found out where he lives, who his family is and where he works and everything. THIS IS INSANITY I did this in desperation to find out if he's real or not. I know sooo much about this guy, even his address. He has no idea, and here I am repressing the thought that at least he makes me feel like I'm a person. He is very genuine, and I would never admit to his face that I'm crushing on him.

AHHH. I know too much about him, and I have to repress it. I'm going crazy and it's not fair on him
I feel like such a loser. What do I do?

[vicecaptain]

Don't trust online friendships.