When I was young (17) I committed a grave sin with a young girl. (16). She seduced me and I couldnt think right and committed the sin. I'm 20 now and I haven't done anything since. I pray but I miss prayer sometimes.. Is this it for me? My life has been really hard. I didn't have anyone behind me to teach me about religion as a child. Its no excuse but if I knew back then what I know now I wouldn't have spoken to any girl unless she was my wife. Please help me I cant sleep at night sometimes.