How to be strong as a men-ly nature?
I'm a boy of 19 years, I'm not even finding confident within me. Rather, I turn silly emotional and think so stupid and calm and quite abandon from groups all the time. How to be more social? and how to bring that badass.. strong nature of man (cruelty, brave, realistic, confident, like a army attitude and put the head always above.. not staring down being afraid of the people's words and expression?
What is missing in me? I find so not like men-ly nature .. ! I see the boys near me easily talk around and interact and ask freely and laugh when ever they want to?
Even they keep eye contact while they're talking, but i can't :'( How to do that ? How to make eye contact simply without any hesitation like others?
How to react as a real man all the time.. and damn care about the people emotion rather then crying by thinking 'Why people don't take me easily?'