or do weird things? Well i dont really think im that wierd of a girl tbh but i would rather have an oppinion and a voice that is me as opposed to not. I can be pretty sociable but apparently wierd...

What even makes a person wierd?

To me repetitive and uniform is wierd. Also scary. Scary like prison.

Um more importantly why dont other people break out more?? Why arent people just true to themselves and appreciate what they want, being grateful for things

If i sound biased i apologize in advance but kids my age can seem bitter and miserable and ungrateful for everything. Always ready to see whats bad. Not even in a stoic way they can whine about things like --mad--.

My point is instead of allowing themselves to be warm and happy they shut it up. At the same time becoming kind of hardwired to assimilate to be ((what seems like imo, more into drama, more into pretending to be offhand about EVERYTHING)). -- as opposed to just enjoying themselves... Its like self inflicted melodrama and boredom... I know it doesnt seem directly related but to me it is. Am i way off??

Why dont people like to like things?