I had sex with my new man yesterday and afterwards he acted like it was lacking and said how "wierd" it felt that it wasn't his ex. Then he lay in my arms chatting about her, I was too shocked to say anything. He told me how hard it was since he ended the relationship, how he had to end it for the best, how she was really smart and amazing, and how she had lots of problems. He didn't seem to realise I had feelings. The he told me out of the blue that he wasn't using me to get over her, and quickly started asking me about things he knows I like. But I felt the bottom drop out of my stomach for some reason, and today he said he really liked me and was sorry, but I don't want to see him again. Does he deserve a second chance? We got along so well until then!
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