feel like other people experience a level of conscienceless that i don't. i use to be at this same level, but i cant feel it or see it anymore. my brain does not work like it use too. i feel ruined, confused and suicidal. im So confused i cant hardly function in day to day task. I have went to a psycologist a couple of months ago. I did not tell him I was suicidal. I did not know what to tell him I just told him tere was nothing left and was really nothing life had to offer. There is just nothing.
life is going nowhere and the more i live it I have less confidence in it