...(sorry about the length)? *No I'm not a lesbian just curious*

I’ve known this girl ever since i was little she's always
been into girls ever since she was young. She's about 8
years older then i am I'm 23 and she's 31 i use to hang around her a lot when i
was little. She moved away for awhile but then she came back
but by that time i had already moved out of the
neighborhood. We talked on the phone and Face book On Face
book i post sexual things they were directed to her but i
never actually told her. So once she commented my status
saying "Wow....who are you talking about?" And the other
time she said "What do you want?" Because i said i wanted
something i couldn’t have and that i was having a restless
night. I told her it was all about her i also told her i
thought she was attractive. She asked me if i liked girls
and if i only looked at boyish girls right? I started to
text her i went to visit her and i asked her if she wanted
to be my friend she said yes and that i needed to stop
testing her so much we were both happy to see each other we
hugged each other twice.

We argued on Face book she told me
she was trying to get her life together and that
she didn’t want to have girlfriend at the time.
(She assumed that i wanted her because of how much i called and texted her)
I told her that i never wanted to be with her and
that i had a boyfriend of 5 years. That's when she told me this "U R
funnier...but I understand that our feeling R
hurt and I'm sorry for that U went out into the deep end telling me
about our boyfriend of 5yrs but U NEVER and U mean NEVER wanted to be my
girlfriend, right HA U need to stop it. And i hope
everything works out wit U and your boyfriend. Happiness is
everything...good luck". In my status i put that i was
making it for my boyfriend the type of food she like then
she blocked me.

I called her i asked her why she blocked me
she told me because I'm a retart and the way i call and text
her is like i want to be more then friends. I told her the
only reason i said all the things about being attracted to
her was trying to be her friend. I told her i was sorry for
leading her on she yelled saying she never took what i said
seriously. I asked her was she mad that i had a boyfriend
she yelled and said no she did..'t care. She then said
something about us being friends but oops i forgot you have
a boyfriend of 5 years. I asked her how i could fix this she
said it's un-fixable. She was very upset she told me not to
call or text her anymore and that she was done with me I'm
too complicated and that I’d make her do something she'll
regret. I told her i had a boyfriend when i first talked to her on
the phone. I do like her but i just wanted to try something
with her. she said if she saw me she'll say hi but that's
it. I hope we work things out this is all hard
for me.