(Sorry if it's long)

Well i have been watching alot of tv shows like Bad Girls Club and Jersey Shore and listening to alont of music like new Chris Brown songs, YM songs, etc.

And i just feel like i am the worst looking thingy everrrr. Like i feel fat like on a scale of 1 to 5 (one being Twiggy & 5 being Precious) i feel like a 3 which doesn't make me feel very good.

Some people have been commenting on my weight like some family members and friends. I am like 149 lbs. but im like 5"7 or 5"8.

Basically, i feel like all the media attention is getting to me. My depression makes me feel lazy which doesn't make me wanna exercise. Please can someone give me some tips on how to feel better about myself???

By the way im also dark skinned like on a scale from 1 to 5 (one being Michael Jackson and 5 being Flavor Flav) im like a 3 1/2. Light skinned women get all the attention in the media and in real life. That makes me feel bad too.