Thank you Angelique,
Unfortunetly, I am not at work today. My Mom came down to my house today last minute (my husband is at work) because I went to the Dr. this morning with severe pain in my uterus area and sure enough...... I am having another miscarriage.
Over the weeked I was having these pretty sharp pains but I just dealt with them. This morning I had a hunch because of some other weird things that were happening so I took a home pregnancy test! It was positive. So I called my OB but he was in surgery so his partner OB spoke to me and told me to get in immediatly. I went, they confirmed it with a blood test. They did a pelvic exam and an ultra sound and my lining was already thining big time and my progesterone level dropped big time which you need in order to maintain a pregnancy. So unfortunely, I am having a misacarriage as we speak.
I am so sad, I am in shock... I am angry.... I just feel so helpless. I refused any narcotics and went home in tears. I called my husband and he was very sad but supportive and then I called my Mom and she of course came rushing to be by my side. I will be okay in time. I know I will be.
I am going to take my Mom to her eye appointment at 3:30 because the shingles are causing her to lose some vision so we need to get to the bottom of this all and if I were to stay in bed sobbing it's not going to do me any good. I know myself well enough.
So that is that... I really don't know what else to say.
Thank you for your support.
XOXOX
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