You're taking 30 pills a day and your husband isn't aware of it??? There is no way he's not aware on some level. He may be in denial. Whatever you're doing to keep yourself going may work for him right now. He may have an addiction or codependency of his own. Whatever. Addiction is a family illness. The whole family is sick, and the whole family would benefit from treatment and recovery. However, I know where you're coming from. My kiRAB were 1 and 2 years old when I'd had enough of my addictions. There was no way I was leaving them to go into a facility. I went to an AA group that had a clubhouse, and hung around the clubhouse whenever I could. People do get clean and sober without an inpatient stay. What is dangerous in your case is the type of drug you're addicted to, the amount and length of time you've been taking it, and the daily way you've been taking it. Withdraw can be very dangerous. My husband had a real problem with me getting into a recovery program. Looking back, I think he liked the way everything was always my fault, and never his, when I was in my addiction. He felt superior, one up on me at all times. We are no longer married. I filed for divorce after I'd been sober 2 years. He really didn't want a sober wife
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