I'm 15, im 6 ft 1, i live in Scotland. i play the guitar, and rugby, at prop (if you know anything about rugby), i lift weights twice a week, but i have a little it of excess weight, not a lot anymore, but a wee bit. I'm planning to have lost it all by Christmas. anyway, I like a girl called Vahri, who's in my year at school, and i have liked her for like 7-8 months, but we haven't had a conversation since February. Yeah i know, a really long time.
Anyway, I'm quite a shy guy, and ive never even had a girlfriend, i used to be fat, and i was bullied because of it, which led to really low self-esteem, so i find it hard to talk to girls i like. i prefer to do it over facebook, and then kinda work into face to face talks.
So i haven't spoken to her in ages, but i still like her. But lately I've noticed that she seems to be looking at me a lot, like in the corridors or in P.E. today, not smiling, but looking at me as she walks past and holding the look as i look at her. I don't really think she likes me, cause I'm not great looking, but do you think there's a chance it could happen?
P.s. - I'm going to France in 5 weeks with my school, and luckily not only is Vahri going, but also my 3 best friends. i obviously want the be friends again with her by then, but i don't know how to start the conversation, and i don't want it to be awkward!
P.s.s - I'm a nice guy, everyone thinks so, that's mostly why people pick on me
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