Is it wrong that when I look at my thighs and now my arms and see the slashes I have done with a razor, I see nothing wrong. I am no way suicidal. I have no desire to die. I wouldn't even say I am a depressed person. I have everything I need. My life is far from perfect, I have my problems as everyone else. I guess it is an control issue. If i am going to feel any pain. I am the one who will be the cause. I would never give that satisfaction to anyone. Fuck that!!!!! I would have no problem letting everyone know what I do as long as I wouldn't have to hear all the bullshit that would come out of their mouths. I DO NOT want anyone to see my scars and feel sorry for me. There is nothing to feel sorry about. I enjoy the feeling. I do think I am enjoying it a little to much because I am doing it so much more. Am I just fooling myself i'm i fucking crazy, please don't be so quick to judge if you haven't been there.
Any other cutters out there with advice?
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