Well, I've always been pretty mean because of my size. I'm super short, and I've always been made fun of, so I've kind of built up an extremely defensive barrier, that's almost like second nature. And the guys I do like I'm really nice to. I also have some guy friends who I'm pretty close with, but no REAL boyfriends. I don't understand. This all started because I realized that I've never had a real relationship. I'm still in high school, but I just feel so down. And one of my best friends always has a boyfriend, and I just feel like crap. I'm not trying to whine or go fishing for compliments. I'm just seriously wondering why guys are so repelled by me. Please, I'm just looking for some kind of answer. Thank you in advance for any answers.