I normally don't go shopping but I recently decided that I needed to get some new clothes. But every time I go shopping I just start seeing at how hideous I look. I can't stand it I have been wearing hoodies and long sleeves ever since high school. I never held a relationship and everytime I hang out with my friends I feel like I am the designated ugly friend in the group.
Also, I feel like everyone is staring at me and talking about how ugly I look. It's really hard for me to meet new people cause I am shy and I always wonder what they think about me. Seriously, I feel like I am the ugliest person in the world and I can't stand it. I'm considering plastic surgery there is absolutely nothing I like about my face. But I really don't want to since everyone will know I underwent plastic surgery. I don't know it's been getting worse and worse and I have been returning clothes cause I look like a complete idiot in them. I am very indecisive in life especially with fashion stuff cause I feel like I don't look good in them.
Is there something wrong with me? I would never judge a person by his or her appearance but for good looking or normal looking people do you ever look at someone and talk about how ugly they are? Cause I feel like everyone is making fun of my appearance every time I go out in public.
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