I'm only 15 and I've already talked about having sex with a whole bunch of guys (guys with girlfriends, guys I don't know, my friends, etc). I do it over webcam/skype, or on the phone, or via text, but I've never actually done anything in the flesh. And I really don't know why I do it. It's not like I enjoy it at all. It's usually because I don't want to disappoint them or because I feel like it's what I need. But every time after I do it, I feel really bad and usually cry myself to sleep or starve myself or binge or something. But I never enjoy the thought of sex itself. Is something wrong with me? Am I mentally ill? Tonight I just had phone sex with a guy and then I started to cry right then and there. Please help me. And try not to call me a harlot. I'm well aware of my sluttiness already. That's what I'm trying to end. The best answer will receive a 10 point reward. Thanks, guys!