I love being alone and by myself, I have no friends because of my aloofness and lack of interest and ability to both make and maintain them. I am OK with not having friends, but I really want a boyfriend, or a husband, etc. Someone that will love me unconditionally, fight away my fears, and have us both do things we love, etc, etc.

Is this desire due to the fact that I was ignored and belittled all my life and rarely was ever showed unconditional love? And desiring being loved (not sexual) by a male is my way of trying to fill that empty void in my life?

Or is there another reason that does not sound like psychobabble?