1. I was diagnosed with Asperger's Syndrome ( High Functioning Autism )
2. I was placed in Special Ed again.
3. I stayed up for four days straight once, because of nightmares.
4. The same man has tried to murder me twice, but I got away both times. I don't wish to say much about it.
5. I was placed in a mental hospital.
6. I have lost all contact, with my already lazy father.
7. I have therapy three times a week.
8. I have been taken out of public school and now I am home schooled.
9. I was touched in private areas.
10.I was bullied horribly at school. They threw food at me and pushed me down a lot.
11. I am 90% mute. The only person I will look up to say yes or no to is my mother.

Just like dancing,I am loosing my love for painting and it breaks my heart. I started two weeks ago and now I have lost all my ideas. What should I do? Any advice? I get angry with myself when I don't want to paint.

This is my artwork and remember I only started two weeks ago. I have never painted before.
http://www.flickr.com/photos/89525716@N04/