I'm shy to ask but its matter of life, When ever I get tempt I done self ejaculation that from past so many years (around 10 years irregularly). Now feel getting unstrenght in doing that. So i decided not to get married its matter of her life too but i can't stay alone also. so what should i do. if i marry, sex life will be bad then she will leave me. so better not marry - got mad. could some one help me out to come out of this mind set.