I'm eighteen and I lost connection with people.
I don't want a boyfriend (I'm a girl) because I lost faith in people after several bad relationships.
I don't trust my best friends with anything because of issues in the far past, and I think that it'll all happen again.
I'm not close with anyone in my family, because my mother used to be somewhat verbally/physically abusive and my father left before I was five.
I've been known to have depressive acts and say/do crazy things.
One of my friends said that I had abandonment issues and just felt so used to it, that I lost faith in people.
Is that true? How can I fix it? I want to be close to people, I want to have a relationship with someone, but I can't handle it or know how to function.