I really want to have sex but...?

[johnb693]

Think of sex, as a bit like learning to swim. You never jump into the deep end, first. You paddle around in the shallow end, so if you become afraid, all you have to do, is stand up and your fine.
No need to have intercourse, right off the bat, just work on foreplay, and take it nice and easy, and step by step.
As your boyfriend isn't pressuring you, that should help. Just make out a bit more, and go with how you feel, until you reach the point, when you do feel comfortable and ready for the real thing.