Recently I have been having thoughts of cutting open people, letting their blood run. I used to watch gore videos; General stuff, beheadings, suicides, train wrecks, murders, etc, etc. But now it's not enough. I want to feel it in my hands. Sometimes I cut myself to feel my own blood.

But the thing is, I'm somewhat of a masochist. I like being hurt myself. I like anything and everything to be done to me; You name it, I love it.

What is going on? Either I'm a sadist or I'm a masochist: Either I like to hurt people or like to be hurt, but I like both.

Excuse me, but what the f**k?!
@lion king: A serious possibility, yes. *Marks you down on my "list"*