makes me depressed..? now ever since i can remember my family has been poor and i think it it totally ruining my childhood because we cant even afford the basic stuff like toilet paper, let alone me getting allowance..it all started back in 2004 when my mom had a stroke and was unable to work and now relys on SSI which is barely enough to get by on i have a 16 year old sister but she is too boy crazy,fat, and lazy to get off her ass and get a job and help us out i wanna get a job but im only 15...my life just really sucks i cant get anything i want and our house is a pathetic excuse for a house it is filthy and disguises me in every way possible we have like 13 cats which my sister and mom refuse to let them go and we keep gettin more and there all ugly and shit piss and shed everywhere and complety ruin our house and my mom and sister dont seem to care...i just dont get it.. i think im the only smart one and their just illiterate dumbass's who are just lazy and dont try to keep our house clean or go get a job so my life could be slightly better than this shitty life...its makes me really depresssed sometimes and i cant stand it (our nasty house,us being poor) and when i ask them to maybe just clean up and get rid of the cats and at least try to go make some money they say fuck you and BUT THERE SOO CUTE!!! (but their really ugly their all white) and so imstudying really hard in school so i can go to college and have a better life for me and my children..but thats not for a long time...so does anyone have any suggestions on what i should tell them to do or anything to make my life better or get any money?im just so sick of it..): but on the bright side my mom is getting a huge 109,000 tax refund and idk why or when it will get here but maybe that will make me happier??...anyways thx for any help it would be appreciated
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