...the sweetest guy in the world? I have always suspected it. In many ways it has been a long time coming.
I have unhappily been dating men for the last 5 years of my adult life, one of such encounters produced an amazing little boy whom i adore more than anything.
I joined a really friendly lesbian website and having done some soul searching i know that a good lady is all i have been missing these years.
Trouble is i have been dating a lovely man from work for like 2 months (he went back to visit his home country for a month) as is now going to return in a week. He is the sweetest man i have ever dated, he is gorgeous and sensitive and is crazy about my little boy too. But i like girls!
It was never my intention to hurt him, we get on really well. I don't want to break his heart, i know all too well how that feels. But i can't go on living the straight lie anymore.
We have only really known each other for like a month (due to him leaving for home) but he already says he loves me and wants a future with me. He says that i have changed his life and that if it wasn't for me, he wouldn't be coming back to the UK at all. (obviously this makes it so much worse).
I have too much respect to play it out. It's not right. But i never broke up with anyone. It's nothing to do with him as a person at all. I can't help that i find women attractive.
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